So, I haven't posted an entry on Livejournal in a long, long time. I feel kind of weird today and feel like writing might help me understand my feelings, or help me process them at least. I don't feel like writing in my paper journal so this seemed like a good place.

Maybe part of feeling weird today stems from the fact that I slept almost 12 hours last night. I hadn't slept in since last weekend, and needed to catch up on some sleep. It felt great, but it sometimes leaves me feeling a little weird. So, I got up and made some coffee and breakfast. I have to work today at 3:30 for the art center, so I only had a couple of hours to myself. I decided to watch an episode of Felicity while I ate my breakfast. God, I love that show. It is such an escape for me. Things feel somewhat surreal today. And I thought about getting some things done around the house, but I just didn't feel motivated. All I want to do is sit on the couch and watch Felicity all day. What is my deal?

I guess I'm not okay with wanting to sit and escape all day. I feel like I should be feeling more outgoing and happy. Perhaps it is to be expected, considering all that has been happening in NY with my family of late. It seems like every other day, something happens with Mom in the nursing home, etc. I think that has been taking a toll on my emotions, or subconscious, and maybe I don't realize. Anyway...I need to get ready for work...perhaps a shower will help pull me out of my head.